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every chord still seems a wonder
how we could be together
everytime i ask if this would be the last
every song might calm the weather
but it just draws me deeper
how do i get out of this
i think~ i never will
i never will....
This' a song by F.I.R. A nice song with beautiful lyrics. Oh man, I just love the lyrics, translated. Being a University student, I must referenced whatever that is not mine to give credit to the other party. The act of not doing so is deemed as "plaragism".
For those who are hurt, this is for you... Use the memories as one that reminds you of the beautiful past and not the hurt. Lastly, it's time to move on. Move on....
Reminiscing 'bout my blurry childhood
Clouds floating through beautiful blue sky
At that time you said, "I want to hold your hand;
Taking you with me to end of time."
Afterward I'm scared to look up at the skies
It's like my world has lost their colors
Life after that day I've forgotten to breathe
Oh my tears no longer here
Here in my eyes.
Our love we had; Has gone and won't come back
Until right now; Silently I'm here waiting
Our love we had; I realized, it's a burden for you
It's forever; It's hard to let go of the last warmth...
Your given warmth
Don't ask me if you still love me
Right now I wish for my own freedom
Far away from the constrain lonesome world
No longer alone
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
This song captivated my heart the very first time I heard it. I could still remember when I first heard this song, I had "fallen love with the song". What really hit me was how the song started... Will play this song in my blog when I'm less busy. Till then, enjoy the lyrics... Oh, Tiff, read the words carefully cause they mean so much; from me to you..
I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart and tore it apart
I would love you still forever
You are the sun, you are my light
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at night
You're always 'round when I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I want to spend forever with you
We've had our fun, and we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed along that road
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you so easy for me
There is no one in this world who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I want to share forever with you
And girl I pray you leave me never
Cause this is a world where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other
We won't go, won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do what it takes to make it right
Cause I'll love you forever
No one can tear us apart
Seen her, talked to her, was with her..... Am glad that she's now my sister-in-christ. All these while, I suffered the ghost of guilt and I know nothing that I do can take away the hurt but I thank her for her understanding then.
The past all forgotten, slowly returning. Something stuck at the corner of my mind, never to be remembered was back. The promises made then, the embrassements and the memories... I wouldnt have remembered had you not recalled. Below was something that I had written back then when I was enjoying my 6months holiday after Os. Blame me for being emotional but that's the way I am.
I could remember the tution days.
The book became an over-stayer in my drawer...
I could rememeber the last day we talked.
I could rememeber the times you were hurt and how you tried to move on.
I could remember the times when I tried to be there.
i wanted then but I'm sorry I couldnt...
I could remember your letters and how I felt your love. It was my first...
The letters accompanied through these years...
I could remember the MacDonald meet ups.
I could remember Potong Pasir Community Centre where you came to meet me while I was playing soccer.
I could remember the promise of walking through Orchard.
The promise that I'm afraid I cant fulfill
I could rememeber that day I asked, "Can I hold your hand the next time I see you"
The day never came...
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Assignments piling up. Deadlines approaching... and I'm still blogging... I should be studying instead! Time's running out.
Oh well, watched Channel News Asia issue of "Get Real" today. It was on blogging and they interviewed this girl who is well-known in the blogging arena. I actually did stumbled on her blog once before. For those interested, her blog url is http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/ .
Oh well, although tomorrow is a half day for me, am going to stay in school till about 2100 or 2200 to study. Probably use Karen's room since she collected the key just yesterday. Thanks girl! Just remember I'll be there if you think 2 ears isnt enough, ok?
Comms Oral presentation due next Monday. IS assignment also due that day... Oh man, I'm so dead... Stressed but am relishing the challenge...
Below are some pictures taken during my LTB's rehearsal for our "Leader I had known" presentation last week. Had alot of fun snapping pictures.. Those below were just a few selected ones... Our chose action centered leader was Ho Chi Minh.. Hence we had to pose for a picture to be included in our presentation.
Enjoy..... :)
Oops... Caught in the act. I' m so sorry for being unfaithful, dear... Forgive me?
The gentlemen in my LTB group - Duracell Bunnies
The "family" of Ho Chi Minh
The ladies in my LTB group - Duracell Bunnies
Freeze!
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Well, it's back to school from me but in truth, last week didnt seemed like a term break. Why? If you consider going back to school from Wednesday till Saturday as term break then I have nothing to say...
Anyway, been so tired lately; both physically and mentally. Dont ask me why but it's really affecting me lately. Am just too lazy to wake up to come for lessons even though lessons only starts at 1015hrs. Imagine if I've a 0830hrs lesson... How am I going survive? Besides, it really turns me off when I have got to walk all the way from the bus-stop till Evans Building!! No way! This is not road march and I dont want to walk so far.. oh well.... if I dont want to go, then no lessons for me so no choice. Cant remember the say when I dont have to drag myself out of bed... sluggishly walking to the bathroom to wash up and have a bath.
Actually am in my IS200 class now, but being Joshua, I can "multitask" - listening to Professor Shum (He's so nice) while blogging. ahahhaa.... Am kinda worried though.. been too complacent with my recent results and I havent scored like super good marks but just marks that are just good enough and that's worrying... believe even my friends can see it in me. Didnt even do much during the "term break". Felt like i wasted that one whole week.. Still got 2 written comms assignment and an oral presentation, IS assignment 2 and discussant, 4 CSP sessions, 1 journal writting, "Leader I had Known" and LTB final presentation and that's not all. I've still got my java assignment 2 and test 2. Oh man! All these within the next 5 weeks. WHAT!! Thank GOD I've only 1 Java examination. Still dreading next semester when my schedule is much tighter.
Am kinda worried about my LTB's 1st CSP session at Towner Gardens School. For the information of all, my LTB group is doing 2 reading sessions for 2 groups of students from that school. A little more on Towner Gardens School houses is that the kids that are less-abled. Oh, the principal is Karen's aunt but she scares me. Not because she's fierce but rather she really loves the students so much and had devoted her life to helping them. Hence she expects alot from us especially so since we are from SMU. Just hope we can interact with the students. Just hope we can get their attention and teach them something. Hopefully the teachers and principal would be pleased with our actions.
However, the day hasnt even ended once today's session is over. We still have to come back to school for our "Leader I had Known" presentation tomorrow and we are real prepared to stay till 2300hrs if required. This presentation has really drained us all and created some tension within my group. Am just glad we had worked things out and I cant wait to get over with it. If this presentation drains us so much, what about the final presentation?
What about my comms written assignment?
What about my IS assignment 2?
What about my Java assignment?
What about.......
What about.......??
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Okay, another picture of us while at Sydney Harbour
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